well

it has come to my attention that

i am not exactly what you would call a people person....which is exactly why i won't show my face on the internet (i know i know)
plus i am shy...and sometimes i'd rather be alone typing away on my computer or watch videos on you tube...or just write stuff....
but mostly i do like to hang out over the internet...but...well outside of the internet i am a little apprehensive about that...

but if you met me in real life...don't take it personally if i don't speak to you in a nice way...(i know that needs to change like right now)
and also i don't look at the person directly in the eye...(that's something that has to do with my brain...i need to get that looked at)
and i sometimes come off as a mean person...its just something that i need to get changed...no one would like me because of that....i even had a girl friend...but...i know i won't find another because of my stupid little attitude...



now for a change in the subject....i had a dream where there was this strange stone laden temple device and the only way to move it was using telekinetic powers...and man...i think i broke it trying to open something up...